I had so much going for me!!! I worked full time, went to college full time, paid our bills, done the shopping...and in the blink of an eye I can no longer do many of the things I used to do! In 10yrs I would have been a registered nurse. I wanted to start a family once we were financially stable if I wait for that then I'll never have children and im not getting any younger! But now I see myself being 100% different than before in 10 years...I will be disabled, I won't be working, My dream of becoming a nurse is no longer an option..I've tried having a baby for a couple years now with no success. I know i've gotta take the good with the bad, and be thankful for all the blessings in my life....but it just gets so depressing sometimes